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Sring Break

It is spring break and I am tired

you would expect me to be totally wired

but it is spring break and I am tired

I think that I my awakeness has been fired

because it is spring break and I am tired

Spring break started on Monday and we have the entire week off, which is super great because I am totally burned out from school. Sunday was Easter and it was a lot of fun. Saturday and Sunday was General Conference which was, of course, Amazing. Any way, I am so tired that my eyes are just closing on me. OH I need a Job so if you hear of anything let me know! I am almost a poor college student. =( I guess I will have to nap latter and take time Right now to look for a job. (heavy sigh)

This would not go away so I had to post it.

But it was a cool picture any way so... oh well.

Hum Dum Dum Hum Ditty Dum Hum Dum Dum

Oh the wind is lashing lustily

and the tress are thrashing thrustily

And the leaves are rustling gustily

So it's rather safe to say

That it seems that it may turn out to be

It feels that it will undoubtedly

It looks like a rather bluster day, today

It sounds that it may turn out to be

Feels that it will undoubtedly

Looks like a rather blustery day today

~Winnie The Pooh

It is very windy today, but at least it is warm. There is dust filling the air. On the way home from school we were covered in a thin layer of dust and my eyes sting from the dirt in my eyes, but at least it was warm.

My future... what?

AHHHHH decisions are so hard!!!!! It is crazy to me that college is here. Only problem is, I am not exactly positive which one is the right choice. It should be an obvious choice but I just don't know, for some reason I am hesitating. Well for sure I will be attending BYU Provo in the summer. But for fall I don't have much of a plan. (heavy sigh) hmm... I should pray about it. I don't know why I sometimes hesitate to pray about a decision, I might as well be walking through a labyrinth of a dark cave but neglect to turn on my flash light or look at the map that is open access. Well I will let you know once my decision is made, but until then... ------

So good news! I am feeling a lot better. I have been getting to bed earlier, eating better food, and drinking more water. I still have a lot of room for improvement but I am making my way to an improved lifestyle! I have some more good news. Today I donated blood!!!!!

(See I got a cool shirt and a green band!)

Yeah! actually it has not even been an hour but I feel as energetic as ever (minus a tiny bit). Today was not my first time giving blood, it was my third :). The first time I gave blood (ARUP w/ school) it was cake the second time (American red Cross church) was just as easy and was my record fast time. It was 4.06 minutes, I was proud of my body and the nurse was impressed, he said that it was one of the fastest times that he had ever seen (normally a person will take about 8 minutes) This time (ARUP with school) was not quite as good, I am slightly tired and there was one split second right after when my legs felt like they were going to give in so I sat down and ate a lot of yummy snacks, but it was still great! I am just so grateful that my body can handle donating so well. I love to give blood and ever since I have been 17, it is something that I look forward to. I am so happy that I can give this service and I hope to make it a life-long tradition.

My resent unhealthy life style has made me feel useless and sick.

Yeah...So... I have not been doing so well on my sugar challenge, have you? I am renewing my challenge and this time I will have a day count on the side of my blog so you can see my progress...or failure :( . I plan on doing better this time, plus I will drink more water and get more sleep. It is plan "Make Amber Healthier, thus happier and more helpful" and it will work. My biggest challenge will be getting to bed early and waking up early. This is my first step to plan "Make Amber Healthier, thus happier and more helpful" because I have noticed that as I have been staying up later, I am too tired to exercise, to lazy to do homework, to stressed to eat healthily, and I just fell like blah. So I shall get more sleep! Lately, my mom has started saying, "who wants to be beautiful, smart, healthy, and happy? Than go to bed" I have changed the statement a little and made it my motivation. It goes like this, "Early to bed Early to rise, makes you beautiful, happy,kind, and wise." So wish me luck!